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All new post will be placed at the bottom of the page so they remain in some sort of order. I get to confused on web sites where the new ones are first and you have to read backwards. So good luck..Lady J

February 26, 2006 ~ ladyjtalks

For my friends and fellow travelors on this journey I want to stop and honor all that have walked these many years with me. You have all, each and everyone of you given purpose to my life. Your words and questions enabled me to see clarity for the events of my life. By sharing my experience with you, I was able to realize how far I had grown from my past. I can not thank you enough for the honor to be allowed those moments into your world.

Here I hope to continue to inspire others to forge on no matter what dark days you wake up to. I never promised you a rose garden yet I hope that I have relayed the ability to ward off some painful thorns along the way.

Stay safe my friends and visit often. Lady J

Hi Lady J ~

My name is Sheila or Purple Wild Sheee
from A/D writing and publishing my own works.... Some I have had published but I need to get out there to teens alot more.

I have tenacity and drive and let noone get in the way, I will do what I set out to do!
As I feel the same from you and your Bio! Excellently Done, by the way!

I enjoyed all your pony's /stallions / foels/etc. pict.. I found you on A/D.

I have no idea how you find time to write and to write with such Spirit as your horses must will /give you!

YOu have a great Blessing there!!!

I smile thinking of the beauty you get to see daily.

WE go up to New Hamshire alot in the Summer or Spring. We have been to upstate New York Lake Zurine ( something like that) a few lakes up that way ( Where Rachael Ray is from)

I love the peace as I write while on vacation from School Bus driving almost Full time, almost 10 yrs!

Thank you for the sweet walk/visit through your home and your peace of mind! I wish you loads of happiness, luck and drive with every horse/etc you have and the babies to be born soon.

How old is Harmony? A friend I talk to a few times a mo. has 2 horses about 12 yrs. old and she goes to Horse Fairs Now and Then, and Works at a few Horse pulls with a cousin.

She doesn't make it a habit, but I have heard of them through her. My dream was to learn and be on horses but it never came into fruition! Not my calling I guess.

Share/Chat soon I hope

If you ever wanted to write back I'm at S.M. Grenon on AD.... I enjoyed your Bio - Great job filling in on you/etc.

STay POsitive!
STay Happy and Healthy!
STAy SAFE!
God Bless!

* I live up by Boston Ma. about 1 hr and 1/2 away....in Attleb. area - in Seekonk, Ma.

This is me ... Lady Sheee

Thank you so much for your words shee, it's an honor to have you stop by. So much going on and I haven't gotten to write as much for my self with all the work for Duffys Closet I've been doing, yet slowly I want to get back to what I do well. Got some more stuff coming up soon. Check out the journal for the Echoes of Courage that I'm reposting from it's beginning. Perhaps the time will free up for all of us soon. Lady J

This is a wonderful site. The words are inspirational and more importantly from a place of truth. I have watched your pages evolve through the years and am in such awe of both your talent and willingness to speak out not only for yourself but for those of us that tend to be less vocal. You are so many things to me personally, friend, teacher, confidant, as well as my partner in Duffy's Closet. You are my hero. Pfire

always my treasure ~ the first post~ thank you, Pfire and you are the same for me in may ways. A great friend always and a smart one at that. You've done things I could only dream about. Lady J

Hi LadyJ,

I wanted to say that you have a very impressive website. You have obviously put much of yourself into it, and it shows your growth and wellness. My compliments. I'll continue to read your work at Authors' Den. Keep up the happy endevors.

EJ

Thank you, E J, for coming by and your kind words. Lady J

Lady J,

I especially like the last line sunsets of your life All those moments that you wish you had someone to share with. Yet your past tells you these moments of fulfillment carry heavy burdens the other twenty three and a half hours of the day.

"Life I don't expect to be all rosy sunsets shared in bliss. I grew weary though of trying to make life a pleasure one around me. My last relationship was with some one who snarled most his waking hours. Few things he found joy in his life. I would like however to share in such a way that the scales are balanced with enough laugher and happiness to bring enough weight to off set the burdens" Sometimes we are closer to having that than we think.

EJ

I have gotten through the worse of my days I hope and life at this time does feel like a peaceful sunset. Of course one never knows what the weather will be tomorrow.

Life doesn't have to be all rosy sunsets but it also doesn't have to held in suspense over what mood someone wishes to be in. I've lived with those people who have a hard time seeing the beauty of a rainy day. I think if I stop and think "how would I feel if someone was like that to me" each morning or during each challenge, how much nicer life would be. Live life as if God was video taping it. That would make people stop and think. Thank you for you comments, I welcome them. Lady J

9/06

You got me thinking in your last email. I wrote this tonight. Wow
Anyway, so I'll send it to you first before I post. Seeing these words. Painful. EJ

A rough,
sudden touch
masquerading
as a father's love

A look,
deceiving
betraying
a onetime trust

Suffocation,
replacing
a once welcome
kiss

Escape,
not possible
except
in the mind

Confusion,
and hurt
coursing through
her soul

A single
tear,
followed softly
by many

No one to
turn to
the night
endless and dark

Run,
run in
your mind
to the forever
safe haven

Morning
living daylight,
TELL YELL
begin the purge
of the foresaken girl.

© EJ

EJ, you have captured the words of the child. For that is how it goes. The pain you feel is your own when you were abused and it wasn't safe to feel it in the moment either. It's a good write. Lady J

Lady J, The pain was from writing how the child felt. Not my pain, but hers. It's a feeling that no one deserves to feel, and I need to feel hers once in awhile. It's deeper emotions than my own. It's hard to describe to you. Feeling her pain makes the pain less "selfish". I can hurt remembering what I did, but it's different that this. Thanks for critiquing this. If you want the poem for your website, maybe that's the best place for it? EJ

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